Experiences
MDMA, psilocybin
Themes
Suicide, guilt, grief, healing, telepathy, mediumship, supernatural, sexual abuse, child abuse
In part 1 of this story, psychedelics sent Tony tumbling down the rabbit hole.
First, he told us, they reunited him with his deceased brother.
Then they recovered memories of sexual abuse.
Now they revealed a tragic secret.
But Tony’s tale is far from over.
Buckle up.
This tunnel has a few more twists.
Chapters
(00:00) Intro.
(03:08) Dealing with guilt.
(10:55) Mediumship?
(15:09) Telepathy?
(19:14) A strange experience in Jamaica.
(23:10) Final thoughts from Tony.
(27:27) Wrapping up loose ends.
Notes
Edits: To focus this episode’s themes and narrative, we cut down Tony’s analysis, observations, narrativizations, & story. We also cut all of Alex’s questions & comments. Other edits are limited to dead space, audio blemishes, unnecessary words, & unessential content. We consulted with Tony, & he approved this flow.
Theme song: Secret Wilderness’ theme song is “Winter Solstice” by Löwenzahnhonig. Released by Inselgruppe, published by A Tree in a Field.
Other music: We used the tracks “2. Epic (Restrained Power) [Cinematic Underscore Loops - The Core Collection],” “Supernatural - The Original,” & “Bar Performance 10: Solo Cello & Piano” by Sascha Ende. This music is free for commercial use under the CC BY 4.0 license.
Other sounds: We used the tracks: “rising AAAHh2 REV DEEP.wav by Leady -- https://freesound.org/s/26719/ -- License: Attribution 3.0,” “weird bell 2 (fractanimal metal-cylinder-hit remix).flac by arseniiv -- https://freesound.org/s/703236/ -- License: Creative Commons 0,” “Dark Tribal Drum and Atmo.wav by szegvari -- https://freesound.org/s/575536/ -- License: Creative Commons 0,” “Real heartbeat sound fastest by under_the_hood -- https://freesound.org/s/455440/ -- License: Creative Commons 0”